This story is told by Adam of how he discovered his passion for bondage and BDSM.
The very first memory of mine related to BDSM is during my middle school years. I was at my friend’s house watching TV. Both of us are just young boys who like to play sports and riding bicycles. Even though we talk about girls sometimes, but sex was not discussed in any detail. In my mind, having sex with a girl at that age is out of the question so we never pursued it.
On TV, there was this foreign movie, probably American or European one, showing a very attractive woman being tied up in a standing position. She was probably a spy caught by her captor and getting tortured for information.
The image is something I have never seen before, my body was instantly on fire watching the scene. To this day, I can remember my mouth went dry, my skin starts to heat up, I got a huge boner right there and then. I have seen adult women in scant clothing or even naked before. But never this much excitement.
Thinking back, having someone tied down and have total power over her is the biggest turn-on for me. I feel like a beast inside me waking up and want to get out. The raw power of the energy was undeniable. To this day, I can still remember it, the woman and her position, the TV set we watched, and even the room we were in. The power of such excitement stayed with me for years.
I had fantasized about such a scene many times after. Sometimes I and the only one besides the vulnerable woman and ready to have my way with her, other times I was the observer watching someone else getting it on. They all excited me. It is not the sex, but the act of tying a girl up and spank her, flog her that is the most exciting part of the scene.